it is. every realtionship ive held high has crumbled entirely. like... the colosseum has nothing on the state of my life. lol. and nothing can get better until i get out of here and am on my own. so begins my waiting game.
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When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set youself on fire.
lol apathetic is one thing that im not. i worry about everything way too much. im just being a typical angsty 17 year old girl. lol Maybe not typical. lol, but.. definitely angsty.
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When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set youself on fire.
I've had what I felt were the bleakest moments of my life, and then I've had moments lower than that. Things will get better, and ruts aren't permanent even when they feel like it. Some one once told me this and I was so depressed I couldn't believe them, but I think it's true now.
thank you for your words, i completely understand, and on good days agree, i just forget it i guess when i have to keep it in mind the most. go figure. lol. but its nice to be able to talk to people who understand where i am. No one here seems to have that trait. lol.
-- Edited by Lolita on Saturday 2nd of October 2010 02:27:18 AM
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When there's nothing left to burn, you have to set youself on fire.
